Wednesday, April 28, 2004

Ah, how refreshing. I can't say that I'm drunk, but maybe "buzzed again". Good enough.
Lesse, I should bring everybody up to speed. No girl comments, though. Nobody wants go hear me whine and/or brag on that front. Neither is needed tonight. I'm still in romantic pergatory - limbo, as it were. Does that make sense?
Anyway, hmmm...I can always count on my band to save me in times of slight depression. I never get properly depressed, 'cause what the hell is the use of that? Anyway, we are recording a new cd and damn, is it gonna sound good! "Keep it Fed" fuckin' rocks and should be the anthem of a generation. Well, in my opinion, anyway. I'm counting on this rockstar shit to lift me up from this check-to-check humdrum existance. Maybe I can meet some chicks along the way that aren't FUCKING LUNATICS!!! Well, ok, most of my female troubles are probably my fault. Oops, no whining! Where was I? Oh, yeah, being completely random.
Keep it Fed, muthatruckers.
-C

Sunday, April 18, 2004

Man, how the hell did I write that?! It's Sunday now, I'm hung over, and I just had to see what I wrote last night. I was pretty much positive that it wouldn't make any sense. But damn, that was great!
The last thing I remember last night is wiping the fuck out in my friend's gravel driveway, smashing a beer bottle and fucking up my knee in the process. Man I was trashed!! I woke up this afternoon and there's a Busch Light can upside down in my bathroom sink, my shoes are on my tv, and shit's knocked over everywhere. What was I doing!? How did I not puke everywhere, considering I couldn't even eat yesterday? Weird. Anyway, I feel better today, despite the hangover. Lata!

Well..good evening, folks. I'm having a hard time trying to decide where to start. I guess here: (censored) has called it quits. Or has she? Too serious? Commitment? I have no idea. I've been having a great time with this one woman, now it's over, and it's an internal struggle: Should I complain and try to find out exactly why she is not interested anymore, or should I not give a shit, be happy with who I am, and move on? I guess it doesn't matter. I did the right thing tonight, which was get fucking drunk out of my fucking mind @ my favorite local bar. Drunker than I've ever been posting here, anyway. Augh... I should go to sleep. I'll update tommorrow.
-C

Saturday, April 17, 2004

Please refer to the last post, Mon. Mar 29th, first sentence.